"Two Women"
Two women cry into the night,
their eyes are filled with tears.
Oh God why is this happening?
I need to feel you near.
One woman sits alone in the darkness,
Decisions she must make.
She wants to do what's best for the child,
It's life she cannot take.
The other woman clings to her mate
And she doesn't understand
why they can't have a child of their own
as so many others can.
These women come from different worlds.
Their lives are miles apart.
But God would deliver the pain they felt
and heal their broken hearts.
And then one precious morning
their lives became intertwined.
Both women's prayers were answered
as they felt God's plan unwind.
One woman touched her newborn's cheek
and whispered to the babe,
"Because I love you little one,
sacrifices I've made."
With the strength she felt from heaven,
to the other woman she gave
the miracle of a baby
for her to love and raise.
The other woman looked down
at her precious baby's eyes
and thanked God for the woman
who had helped fulfill her life.
Two women pray into the night
and thank the Lord above
for the opportunity he's given them both
to feel a Mother's love.
by Lori Coleman
By line eight of this poem I was crying. I am so thankful that Samuel's birthmother gave him life. I am so thankful that she chose me to be his mother. I am so thankful that Justin let me cling to him during those long, dark nights. I am so thankful that God answers prayer. I am so thankful that he healed my very broken heart. I am so thankful that my tears were not wasted- they became part of a wonderful tapestry only God could design. I am so thankful for infertility.
If you are suffering with infertility tonight. Take heart. God is writing your story!
I didn't cry during the poem. I cried at what you wrote at the bottom. Love Mom
ReplyDeleteI started crying when I read the title. I know how you feel. I know why I laid in the hospital at Duke and thought I might as well die. I know why I spent those miserable years crying myself to sleep (or not sleeping most of the time). I was meant to be Colton's mom! I can not imagine life without him! You do a great job with your blog. I really enjoy all of the poems and songs that you have posted about adoption and longing for a child of your own! Billie
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