Monday, June 28, 2010

"The Shepherd's Point of View"

Robin sent me the new McKameys CD and told me to listen to song #2 and then to look at who wrote the song. As most of you know, right before my surgery in 2007 the McKameys released the CD with the song "He's still God." Sandy Blythe ( a girl I have known since a child) wrote that song and I listen to the song ALL THE TIME for a couple of years. Seriously.... the words were so comforting during the trial of infertility. With every negative pregnancy test, every trip to Duke, every failed fertility treatment, and every baby shower that song would bring comfort to my aching heart. Now, 31/2 years later the McKameys released another new CD. The song "The Shepherd's Point of View" is song #2 and again Sandy is the author. Read these words....



"The Shepherd's Point of View"


You are standing on the mountain holding to the Shepherd's hand,

the valley you just came through, was hard to understand.

Then the Shepherd draws you closer, there's something He wants you to see,

and He points back to the valley and unfolds its mysteries.


As the eagles soar around you and you look back on where you've been

one by one He answers questions, that He did not answer then.

He now shows you the danger, of going your own way,

all the roads you thought were better, would have led your soul astray.


He reminds you of that moment, when you could not make it through,

now you see one set of footprints, where He reached down and carried you.

As your tears fall on His shoulder, and you thank Him for His love,

He says "Child, I knew that one day, you'd see the valley from above."


Things look different on the mountain, from the Shepherd's point of view.

Standing high above the trial, that He brought you safely through.

All the valley's disappointments, will never look the same to you,

for things look different on the mountain, from the Shepherd's point of view.


As soon as I heard the first verse I began to cry. Seeing the valley from above is sometimes overwhelming. I let my tears fall on His shoulder and I began to thank Him for His love. His presence filled my heart and I realized again that I could never thank Him enough for Samuel and all that He has done. I have watched God heal my broken heart in so many ways. As I have held my precious baby boy all the disappointments in the past do not look the same. "Things look different on the mountain, from the Shepherd's point of view."

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Blogs

For all of you out there that like to read blogs- I found a new one-
She had a lot of the same fertility problems that I did and took the same meds. that I started with and she ended up with quads....SCARY! After reading a little about them you can tell that they are the perfect couple for quadruplets and I know that Justin and I are the perfect couple for Samuel. It has just been another reminder that God is ALWAYS in control and I am so glad that He is. I remember during the 2 years of fertility treatments Justin and I would always pray together and say "Please help us get pregnant but if it is not your will- please do not let it happen" Same treatments-Different outcomes-God knows best :)